Chapter 1 .

Lila's pov:-

As I walked across the street through large group of broken souls ,some trying to get through day to day with the heaviness of their emotions to conscious to talk or ask for help, to afraid of the criticism that the society would throw at them for even trying to express how it can be too much to keep the expectations of others ,while knowing that somewhere it is making them more emotionally unstable ,Non approachable ,suffocated in the web of maintaining society standards and Norms which are considered important to survive , reputation , money , class which separate their views and behaviour accordingly .While some become the predators who to forget their grief , guilt and problems torment others just to feel satisfaction of not being the only unlucky ones who where born to face the problems by creating problems for others ,To feel powerful,useful enough ,capable enough that their decisions can change someone's present or even lives.

HI , Myself lila conner and I work as an pyschologist and am a psychiatrist in a well-known firm in Los-Angles but I also work as baristas too coz it helps me keep and busy mind and to prevent loneliness that I often feel After my only friend hailey left to be an Learning Support Specialist where she help small kids and students that go through trouble in learning or other problems , am currently living in an well established building with good security system .Many ask why do I even go to an small cafe in underground alleys that are considered as dangerous to work as they think of me as an healthy and well established women that should settle down to which I never generally give them the satisfaction of letting their words affect my decisions or thoughts ,while some call me an arrogant person I'am just surviving through life the way I can manage ,sometimes helping people get through their past and some to just vent all their pent up emotions and sometimes helping people through their life listening to them while in the cafe as No body know in underground about my profession that help them feel at ease as it can be un-nerving to open up in-front of an psychiatrist rather then an stranger that they know won't have a time in an day gossiping about their shitty life and how that some situation which should be easy to handle as per society are being taken as an big problem .